"Sunset in the Forest," 1878, by Sophus Jacobsen (1833–1912)
I had to steal winter from a painting, for I wanted to illustrate a little poem that I found about winter. This is the painting above, and this is the poem below, by John Updike.
The days are short,
The sun a spark
Hung thin between
The dark and dark.
I put this painting and this poem here because, as February dwindles away, I am clinging to every snippet of winter that I can get. I hate to lose the colder days we have been having.
But, also, I put these here because I am going to add something called "Sparks" to my blog.
And by "spark" I mean that tiny little spark of light that brightens up our way as we walk between the dark and the dark of any given hour. A spark of sun, or moon, or star, or any candle in the dark. A word, a look, a flash of paint, a plash of music, or just the rustle of skirts, the muffle of bare feet.
"Flight Into Egypt," 1609, Adam Elsheimer (1578–1610)
As I have searched for
paintings to illustrate my posts, I find so many that I love that don't
quite fit my needs at the time, but that I would like to share. Here is one above. I love Elsheimer's painting for all its tiny vignettes of light in the middle of the dark, its little flares of firelight and moonlight. I found this painting last fall when I was looking for gypsies.
I
thought I would put some of these paintings on as mini-posts, and call each one
a Spark, a little spark to light up your day. I'd call them Sparklrs, but someone else is already using this term for something else. So, I have added a new category to my sidebar: Sparks. As I fill this up with Sparks, I foresee that it will be a kind of mini-tumblr, a category you can scroll through with paintings and poems in it, and only a sentence or two from me. I will turn off the "Comments" section on these posts, as they will be for pure contemplation.
Or perhaps they will be something more.
Perhaps they will be "love made visible" as bee creative talks about in her post here about "nana's blanket." These Sparks will be my way of saying "I love you" during times when I am not quite up to posting, especially for the next few weeks when I need to continue to spring-clean plus work on the dreaded taxes. I fear I will be buried in paperclutter and paperwork.
"The Starry Night," 1889, Vincent van Gogh (1853–1890)
Here are sparks in all their glory. I've been trying to find my own sparks. I have been studying my greeting cards, my children's picture book stories, my little sketches and musings, trying to find clues to where I am going next, for, as I have said before, I am not quite sure.
Quilt Architect has a very thought-provoking post about "Symbols" here, and she has made me realize that I tend to use, not so much symbols, as whole phrases in my art. Although stars are definitely a recurring motif of mine, I do seem to want to illustrate a whole entire nursery rhyme or idiom or proverb or story, or even just one part of a story. The pumpkin carriage from Cinderella, or Little Red Riding Hood all alone in the woods . . .
Perhaps this is the clue to where I am going.
And perhaps I need to think about what "slow story" might be all about.
If I pair this tendency of mine to illustrate a phrase or a story with "slow cloth" philosophy, I may find that I might want to take one of my own children's stories and do the illustrations for it, slowly, week by week, until I have a whole picture book of illustrations completed.
This might ground me a little, give me a focus, or a starting point. I have a story that I might start with first, for it is all about second-hand clothing. I do seem to be circling and circling around it in my mind.
I don't know for the life of me why I am not alighting upon it.
This rabbit and these stars are from my very first post on this blog, and so you see I have indeed circled myself right back around to the beginning.
Spirit Cloth has a very powerful post here about boxes that we box ourselves into. So while I am spring-cleaning and doing my taxes, I might take my little hatchet and chop down a box wall or two. See what is on the other side. Or, barring that, just move some boxes out of the way.
I have had the experience of "break-through" in my writing before, and nothing is more wonderful than to suddenly find yourself in that clearing in the middle of the deep dark forest. I am very much this little rabbit right now, holding out my handful of stars, trying to find my way through the dark, trying to break through the darkness.
Every life has many turning points, I believe. Is this why it is called "the dance of life," I wonder. We turn around ourselves in pirouettes of hopes and fears and thoughts and prayers, spinning past the sun and the moon in our journey toward the stars.
Well, this is a very slow and very long way of telling you to look for Sparks to come your way from time to time!
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